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I don't know what I'm feels right now. Just let it go and let it flows..
really, feels ehm, what ya like very empty... But, I know the answer .. the one who can fill that's empty is YOU..

Yeah, it's u lords... Today like many thoughts and many bad atmosphere  surrounds me.. God I'm doing this not to escape.. But, just want to  feels a deep fresh air in new invorements...

It's so long time and I haven't done to write another my story and know  is the times..

i want to express all negative aura in myself and transferred by my writing and I don't know , that's negative feelinvg like gones after I realize my dog aka my beagle was out from my house. and then I saw her suddenly infront of the gates of my home..

the thoughts in my minds , She's so thristy... HAHAHA.. and then I open the gates of my house and it just  came in likes nothing happened and it, drinks and lay on the floor it's like she wept all my sorrow and my sadness...

God I'm so thankfull have it beside me.. .It's present like a gift and giving me another positive energy and I'm so glad, even I don't know what I'm writing in this blog can help or bless the people who saw or seen it or not...


I really want to cheer people and when I seen or saw that's other people feel being encouraged , or feels getting a new power, I feels so blessed and very gratefull..

and if no one has seen this blog, it doesn't matter because sometimes I use this blogs like my own private pocket or what u can say xiang yi ge le si , like something dust bin... I put away all of my sorrow and share all sorrow to all people who might , face something like me or maybe more worse, than me... This blogto encourage and to tell people if they sad or have a worst struggle about stand alone, or maybe about singleness or many problems they had encounter... they can stay strongs and face it with a brave ..

maybe with all of your moods booster...
my moods booster is my beagle and my God...
and my motivation is my dream.. to become blessed with the food or cake I make it.. and can be examples to those who felt down, or to those who feels hopeless..

I feel blessed I have my mentor and my friends who always encourage, listen , pray or even tell a jokes, hahahaha...

I really feel so blisfull.. Okay so all negative atmosphere and all negative sorrows now I'm deleted u from my brain and from my hearts.. today I'M ready to receive a new blissful and a new happy memories..
I believe in what ever was going on in my life is has a purpose even that's soo worse ever..

If u can't find an moodsbooster, you can pray and ask HIM, or u just let HIM shows youuuu





JIayouu ^^ Ganbatte Cindy